"and we wake from the night in a bed with a bruise,
and we're laughing out loud over the craziest news,"
well, i haven't updated in a while, my apologies guys. some crazy stuff has come up in the past few months and i'm just here, dealing with it all as it comes. i'm not doing so well with it all, but, ehh, i'm getting there. right? my mom still has a crappy job and she's hardly making it, and now my gramma is loosing her job, and she's not making it at all, whatever "it" is. i miss my dad. i wish he lived closer.
"and you reached for my hand I was scared in your room
we fell on the floor and we started to move,"
i went part-time with my job so i could go to school full time and try to get my shit together quicker. i still have monthly car insurance, monthly car payments, and my monthly phone bill to pay, and monthly birth control pills to pick up, which, ugh, let's not get started with that shit, and now i'm only making like, a thousand dollars a month, which is scary enough with the way gas is priced. but, i bought a tortoise, and he'll be here wednesday, and then i can, i dunno, think straight?
"and your hands were like birds as they flew from the coop,
up my back they would climb just as I came unglued."